Asked my deck if I should come out…

I've been having some dysphoria and was hoping I could ignore it and it would disappear. Ha.

Got the Devil as the main card, Queen of swords, Knight of pentacles, and the Magician as clarifying cards.

I'm kind of a beginner,, but the last three seem to indicate that it will take some damn hard work and determination, but I can absolutely change my world. But the Devil as the first card… I'm a little confused and concerned.