Could anybody recommend tarot spreads for potential contact to a dead parent?
My dad passed away when I was 14, and he was very mentally ill through the entirety of my time with him. He was a scary person to me. Everybody tells me about the person he was before. I didn't really ever get to know this man in any sense, and the more time that passes, he becomes more and more of a stranger to me. I dream about him heavily and have since his death. Is there any way I can attempt to get in touch with him through tarot? I feel a strong.. like cosmic connection to him every time I focus my thoughts on him. Thank you for any help 🙂