Crazy reading for the blood moon

Feeling at an absolute crossroads in my life, and joking that the last few weeks I've felt like I'm in my cocoon, waiting to bloom 🦋 Decided to look up a specific spreadspecific spread for the blood moon tonight, knowing I feel very torn to what was before and what is ahead of me. The first three pulls -(center, 6, and 3 o'clock) I accidentally pulled 2 each. Then the reading confirmed I was reading what was before my cocoon and what lies ahead. I've also never pulled this many major arcana in a personal pull. Just wild what you can be told when you listen