How do you know your cards are ready?
In 2017 I had a serious emotional breakdown due to the end of a relationship. It was so serious that I lost so much weight and energy to the point I was able to wear the clothes of my, then, 6 year old daughter. Anyway, I recoverd and I'm healthy again and got back on my feet. Before this breakdown, when I did my spreads and readings, I was sharp and easily felt when the cards were ready to be read. Nowadays I just can't do it. I think I lost the sensibiIity to know when the deck is ready. I do know it's due to anxiety, so the only way I'm able to do a spread/reading is through jumping cards. But I get to a point where I don't know if the cards fall out because I'm being clumsy while shuffling or in fact they are telling me something. I feel very frustrated, because before 2017 my readings were accurate AF! Please help!!