I feel A bit cautious about opening a new deck. Its weird most cards have atleast 1 or 2 Negatives that frankly scare me into thinking this is like some unconscious self hexing or something idk

Hey, I was raised in a wanna be christian house hold where I was told I need to believe things I don't jive with, to be able to obtain salvation…

Long story short, is anyone here doing tarot after being a little hesitant at first (for similar reasons)…?

I consider my spirituality unorthodox so naturally Ive been curious.

Also is it for girls lmao I know that sounds juvenile but All youtube videos are of women….

Thanks in advance.