My mother

1. how does she feel about me? (the tower)
2. how do i feel about her? (7 of swords)
3. why does she act this way towards me? (9 of swords)
4. what is the outcome of our relationship? (4 of pentacles)

Once again, this is about how my mother feels about me. We’ve never really had a good relationship and she’s the main root of my mental health issues as well. I just want some “light” on this situation, good or bad please. We do argue a lot and there are lies/secrets I keep from her like my self harm and suicide attempt.