My tarot deck is preventing me from committing suicide
In the past, I've asked my tarot deck about myself committing suicide. Every time I get really nice answers in response. Just, recently I did a three-card spread and asked my deck "what will happen if I kill myself?" and got the Four of Wands and the Ace Swords in reverse (I forgot the third card). I also noticed that in three out of four of the readings I've done relating to suicide, I've gotten the Ace of Swords. Here are my other readings.