stalker card?

so for as long as ive had my deck, the four of pentacles has stalked me. it comes out so often that it is bent out of shape in multiple places. while the rest of my cards are perfect, the four of pentacles is falling apart. ive always felt like this means something, and ive never understood the card completely. i dont resonate with the material/monetary aspects of it as those things arent there important to me at all. are there other sides to this card that i should be seeing? id really appreciate any insights or interpretations of it!