Stucked with this spread

So here's the story,I have a long time crush that lives in another country but since he got a girlfriend like 2 years ago he stopped talking.So the other day he saw my stories on snapchat,I was shocked since he never watches them.I asked what he felt when he did and got 5 of pents,the moon and queen of cups (I often get represented as her since im a scorpio)so here's my attempt.He felt abandoned,or that im ofc not in his life anymore and therefore he wonders what I,ve been up to or how misterious I got since we stopped talking?