So I have been through a break, and I'm kinda new around reddit, but not that much on tarot, wich I have studied about a long time ago, so not much too remember, but a lot to love and behold.
The thing is, in the past three months have been have really hard, and the break brought up my depression back and way more stronguer (one of the reasons that after ten years I finally accepted treatment). Tarot isn't the biggest part of my beliefs, but is one of the things that my spirit still holds up for some hope on the universal forces.
Around January I had a vision, I was almost falling asleep when this happened, and was so unique that I coudn't just let go. I saw one of the cards, the three of spades. Three swords stuck on the sand, by a beach. I've been reading about this card, but nothing had satisfied me.